Someone should make me get fat. Sigh. It isnt going to be my fiance...he just isnt into gaining on purpose...but still...i would love to be F.A.T. !

-Yummy.

I told my fiance, and he's okay with it! I'm so happy! That's all i have to say right now, but...yay!

Current Mood: happy

Wow!

Can you see the difference since I started sneaking a few extra bites here and there...and some stuffing...? :)


http://www.filehigh.com/viewgallery.php?f=25708?

so satisfying... :)

Well,

i had a couple of online stuffing sessions, at the guidance of a very good and experienced individual...and well, i forgot how slow my metabolism is...after 2yrs of so of biking 40min a day, eating VERY healthy, etc...i have just (barely) managed to stay at 150lbs.

And, well, after stuffing in food for 2 entire afternoons/evenings...i've gained an inch! I'm torn, because:

-I am SO happy! I can't stop playing with my new jiggley belly, massaging it, holding it, etc...

BUT

-I am just not comfortable gaining any more...and i know i will if i keep this up...

The problem is, it makes me SO happy in the short term, but in the long term, i know i won't be...but then again, only time will tell, right?

see for yourself!

http://www.filehigh.com/viewgallery.php?f=25113

Current Mood: contemplative

So, i'm thinking about modeling for an online wg/stuffing site...but this is my plan:

-slim down to about 20lbs less
-tell my fiancee that i am an FA and a feedee/stuffer
-suggest the idea of online modeling
-go from there.


I'd love to do it. I know that. But I love him very much and his happiness matters too. I'm not planning on gaining (oh but these things just tend to happen *wink wink*), and stuffing just makes me so happy. And if i can get paid to do what i love...well..why not?

sigh.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: none

Well...here goes!

I'm a 21yr old student in Canada...yay? And I've been an FA/Feedee since I was about 6 yrs old. I have had a hard time with this over the years because I am an active athletic person and being very overweight (although it is amazingly sexy and feels wonderful) would really limit what I love to do. On the other hand...my god...it would feel so good.

I tried gaining a little in highschool...BAD IDEA...oh I put on about 40lbs in 2yrs, but it made me awkward and uncomfortable in that environment. But now, I'm in a long-term serious relationship and I'm thinking of letting him know how I feel.

I've also been looking (very lazily though...yes, lazily is now a word...) for a female feedee around my age who would like to be plumped up over the internet. And maybe, I'd put on some pounds at her request too...? I'm thinking I might over indulge (a lot!) over the holidays...

Current Location: home
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: "Sin" NIN